i really want to find someone to tok to. i felt so terrible today. smsed her but turn out that she has her worries as well. so i shan't bother her. kept to myself.

i worry not only for my promo results, but hols attachments, PW, and worst of all the politics AGAIN. seriously why is this happening again and again? its so damn tiring can. i dont wna be the middleman and clear up mess alrdy. at least when such things happen to shit last time, we can accomodate and solve them almost immediately and i rly dont mind being the middleman back then because at least all of us have mature thinkings. but now, everyone sort of wants their own ways. all of us have different values, different thinkings. its so hard. whats more, i felt as though i am 2 headed snake sowing discord because i try to appease both sides and try to help them put in good words

i rly felt like crying before harmoc today and i was so tired, mentally. i dont even feel like doing anythg today. and we will be getting back results tmr=.=

all the more i feel like giving up when time goes on and on.
and i love my family more and more each day

hahahaha i am back here while everyone's mugging mugging!

HUIYING! JIAYOU OKAY? WE ARE ALWAYS BEHIND U! WE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU! WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!:D
she is the heroine i admire the most among my frens i swear.

lagging behind studying schedule by so so so much that i threw my schedule away just now. because looking at it makes me feel duper stressed up):

i miss my LIFE alot. living a life now that doesnt belong to me. but well, i just treat it like an experience of the society. it will hopefully be better.

i love this hols. meetg up with shit evryday and it rocks!

but whenever i thot of gng back to sch, the undone work, e assessment, and that i have yet to revise for promos, it sucks.

090909, SHIT:D

hope evrythg will go on fine for me