9:27 PM
Monday, March 13, 2006
parents. why can`t dhey understand us?
haiz~ it has been quite a long time since i last blog. cuz got the sec 2 camp ma. 4 days 3 nights. very fun. =)
but today i really very moody can! today is the last day of camp. i was very happy that i finally can go hm liao. but, when i reach hm, i thot that it would be better for me to stay at the camp, although i really missed the soft bed, the delicious food, the com, the tv.
i met my mum at dhe void deck, and oso my bro, at abt 6.45p.m. i was quite elated when i saw my mum from afar, but she doesnt seemed so. the 1st sentence she communicated with me was scoldin me, scoldin me for not reachin hm earlier to fetch my bro. and, i oready told her the reason, and she was like pickin on me the whole day long, which makes me feel quite frustrated & angry.
anyway, the reason i nv reach hm early is that my fren's mum send me hm de, amd why? becuz i m carryin 4 bags! now why? cuz got 2 is NP de and 2 is camp de ma. and the 2 camp de are big bags, can! one is the travellin bag lor! she expect me to carry all by my own. walk out frm skul to the bus stop, and board the bus with 4 bags clumsily, and oso transfer bus all these and that? plz la. and if i wanna hitch a ride from my fren's mum, i needa wait for pple to finish their work 1st wad... all she thinks abt is herself and my bro, have she ever spared a thot for me? she always want the best outta me, and blame me for not gettin if i didnt meet her expectations. she dun look at how much effort i put in. she only wan the best out of me.
i really feel like givin up at times. if not for my frens who have been supportin me, i might have given up long ago liao.
well, juz ren3. i wanna prove to her i can do it.
i wanna prove to her that her judgement is wrong.
i wanna prove to her that i m the best.
yes.
but today i really very moody can! today is the last day of camp. i was very happy that i finally can go hm liao. but, when i reach hm, i thot that it would be better for me to stay at the camp, although i really missed the soft bed, the delicious food, the com, the tv.
i met my mum at dhe void deck, and oso my bro, at abt 6.45p.m. i was quite elated when i saw my mum from afar, but she doesnt seemed so. the 1st sentence she communicated with me was scoldin me, scoldin me for not reachin hm earlier to fetch my bro. and, i oready told her the reason, and she was like pickin on me the whole day long, which makes me feel quite frustrated & angry.
anyway, the reason i nv reach hm early is that my fren's mum send me hm de, amd why? becuz i m carryin 4 bags! now why? cuz got 2 is NP de and 2 is camp de ma. and the 2 camp de are big bags, can! one is the travellin bag lor! she expect me to carry all by my own. walk out frm skul to the bus stop, and board the bus with 4 bags clumsily, and oso transfer bus all these and that? plz la. and if i wanna hitch a ride from my fren's mum, i needa wait for pple to finish their work 1st wad... all she thinks abt is herself and my bro, have she ever spared a thot for me? she always want the best outta me, and blame me for not gettin if i didnt meet her expectations. she dun look at how much effort i put in. she only wan the best out of me.
i really feel like givin up at times. if not for my frens who have been supportin me, i might have given up long ago liao.
well, juz ren3. i wanna prove to her i can do it.
i wanna prove to her that her judgement is wrong.
i wanna prove to her that i m the best.
yes.