9:38 PM
Monday, March 06, 2006
sadx. moody.
haiz~ really very sad. i really put in a lotta effort in my exams le. but i juz dun get the marks i wan! why? i try to reflect. i really spent more time revisin, understandin. but, jus didn`t succeed lehs. whad can i do? stop askin so much frm me. or was it myself who stressed myself up? izit? i really dunoe! i juz wanna let myself meet the target.
1st of all, my HCL, i got B4... which was like... so bad. so poor. so lan. my aim was B3 and which was like so low liao lor. yet, i didnt manage to get it. i really can`t imagine whad will happen to me in future. it's like such an easy test in the beginnin of the yr and i didnt manage to score well liao. whad will happen to me in future? i really didnt dare to think lor.
2nd, my science, it's like so lan. B3. how can! lucky got add last time de. then manage to meet my target, but only a few marks more than my target only. i expected more than that. why can`t i juz succeed?
is my effort really not enuff? i already tried my best. i really wan to succeed. i really want to meet my target, but why can`t i?
i really can`t think of any reasons... besides these...
1st of all, my HCL, i got B4... which was like... so bad. so poor. so lan. my aim was B3 and which was like so low liao lor. yet, i didnt manage to get it. i really can`t imagine whad will happen to me in future. it's like such an easy test in the beginnin of the yr and i didnt manage to score well liao. whad will happen to me in future? i really didnt dare to think lor.
2nd, my science, it's like so lan. B3. how can! lucky got add last time de. then manage to meet my target, but only a few marks more than my target only. i expected more than that. why can`t i juz succeed?
is my effort really not enuff? i already tried my best. i really wan to succeed. i really want to meet my target, but why can`t i?
i really can`t think of any reasons... besides these...
- i m really too stupid... [ok... i admit, i m, i noe. but i already tried to change liao.]
- i didnt work hard enuff... [well, fine. if that's dhe case, i really hav nothg to say.]
- i didnt concentrate well enuff.. [ok. ok. enuff of that... ]
okiex. if i really can`t get my targets, i really give up. i`m really tired.