ARGHs. this sucks. =XX


1stly, ytd. went for telok kurau for the observance ceremony. omggg. the performance is so damn tensed can! so nervous lo! T.T but nvm, its over, and i thot its nort bad afterall :D was supposd to give sec2s the test on revolver, but i gort some others to help out since i had fancy. and someone screwd them up. the following paragraph might contain offensive languages and contents yu might wna consider skipping it huhs? =XX


yu think yu are that great huh? sry, but i have to say this, yu only have to focus on one post. yes, one. bear in mind, its one huh. and its no slack post, i know, but i have that somethg in common too. im trying to help yor sqd here. yu wouldnt want to see sec1s ad sec2s having the same ranks? if yu wan, i don mind can? im trying to get yor coperatn for campcraft and cpl, yet this is the attitude yu give me, criticising whad i did is so fun huh? yu think im yor dog? commandg me around seems so fun? pushing all the blame on me is yor joy? all the tests i had now is bout yor sqd can, if yu rly think yu are so capable, so be it, lets exchange posts?


hush hush. haha. finally, vent all my anger out (: so ytd came home and felt so sick. then i went to slp w/out studying for my math. today wake up even worse. ))))): damn sian can. somemore, my dad wasnt in s'pore, needa go skul on my own. =.=" lesson was a bore, as usual, and i felt like sleeping, my head was spinning laa! haiz.


after skul went to find rl. hahs. albert was there too. went to the library, then the 3 of us sat in a corner and tok. cursing some pple. damn funny, and its terribly disgusting. yes. LOL. after that went to find hy. kekes. then hy and i went home, cux i was sick mah. but received a phone call frm ruiling. albert damn nice. pangseh her at singpost, when she does not have a single cent as she forgort to bring her wallet today. then she ask us go down find her. =.=" saw xh there too. hahs. they went off first and hy and i stayd at popular to look at the bks and stuffs. :P


i was thinkg bout some things during lesson today. esp chem. link event by event and suddenly gort kinda emo -.- sometimes i tried nort to think so hard too. but, sure enough, no ______ is my problem now? or is it his actions that made me felt this way? things might have past, but so whad? sometimes i thot, the incidents might just repeat, cux there are signs of them repeatg? maybe nort as serious, or perhaps, even more serious? ))): did i even make the right choice?


haizhaizhaiz. just like whad zhujun say, this is the phase where all teenagers will experience - evrythg goes wrong. yes, utterly wrong.


i worry about you.
i fear of losing you.
i hate this feeling& this place w/out you D: