yesyes. just whad exactly have i been doing? super stressd up. just completed the CPL proposal. their NCOs hadn't been cooperative, and i no longer give a damn. i just include drills which i THINK they learn before. pls laa. stop treatg the rest like merry-go-round


i hate evrythg at this moment. why is it that im always being made use of?
yaa. i cant seemd to assure myself for evrythg. and whad YOU do seemd to make matters worse.
like whadevr laa. yu doncare, why should i even care?
whads the point when im there waitg and waitg?after all, no results, or maybe, just a lil disappointment.
please. im a human too? i have feelgs oso de can?go ahead with whad yu are doing bah.


i seemd to have been distanced from evryone.
i cant seemd to get someone to be there for me, whenevr im in need.

i hate evrythg\