IM SO CONFUSED. NOW. RIGHT NOW.

just whad am i doing? i realised that i haven been gettg a life of my own.
my life = no life.
greater the hope, greater the disappointment. true, to an enormous extent. just don get it, my brain just go haywire at times and think of things that shouldnt even belong in there. nothg but upset myself, feeling worthless, like no one bothers(?) and no one's business.

RAWR. RAWR. RAWR. RAWR. RAWR. RAWR. RAWR. RAWR. RAWR.
if only rawrs can make me trouble-free, make me forget evrythg, let go of evrythg w/out a weeny bit of unwillingness. yes, i wish. i hope. i yearn for it. DREAM ON

whadevr is the case, i want to get a life. of my own. and stop upsettg myself with the shits

yay. so job starts next wednesday! (hopefully i can stop thinking so much by keepg myself busy larh!) and i will be kept real busy, and please, let my brain go hollow, i donwan to use it, let it rust then.

i hate my life
D:

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