no amt of calculatn can arrive at that answer of how much tolerance, energy, time, life, tears i have wasted, and maybe many more. those ice cubes in hp are more than enuf for me. i hope for the better, &better &better, but only to realise that disappointment paid me visits. yu don give a damn. sometimes, how i hope someone could have took over.
asking, the one which yu forbid me to. yu definitely have no idea how impt tt is to me. i wonder how far endurance can bring me to. raising yor voice at me instead.
but i can guess yor answer and know the outcome.

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