im amazed by evrything. i hope i could just give evrythg up. w/out anythg that could hold me back + forget evrythg in the past.
has it ever occured to yu that i might give up too? or maybe, it is just another burden to yu. im trying very very hard, no matter how much i wish to give up. im just a person who loves to put on a false front? i enjoy it? i hate it alot. how much have i used up to do evrythg? maybe one day i will be as SIAN as yu to give up evrythg.
i hate the feeling of fear inside me, to worry bout, the next one might be a bad one again, then think of ways to resolve. and endings are always disappointment. now i know whad yu have been thru, cant yu just put yorself into my shoes once again? whad exactly do yu want from me?
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