i believe somethg, im out of yor world, completely.
now mention yixin, i bet yu don even know who she is.

whenever i think of yu and shed a tear, i would ask myself, how bout the other end? are yu heartbroken as well? & i would smile, not that i got the perfect answer but just smiling at how silly i can get. then tell myself, "yixin, who are yu to care? yu are of no position. he don give a damn." it takes lots of effort telling yorself this cux yu are holdg back yor tears.
i made up 1001 reasons for myself to hate yu, hoping that i might just forget yu. it didnt work.

i know nothing bout me can affect yu now. yu are back to yor life, as per normal. they told me, its nort worth it. they told me, i have to stand up. they told me, i have to be stronger than yu. i guess thats all impossible. cux yu are too strong, yu gort me out of yor world just like that. i cant be any stronger.

saw yu smiling and laughing happily from afar. yu pass by. yu saw me. the smile on yor face fades away. & my heart broke. its being pierced by 1000 daggers. rly hurts.

hope that yu rly score well for this common test, since this burden is gone.
me? i just have to listen to how all the others out there telling me "i passed my emaths..." "i gort a2 for my emaths". look at my marks and cry, once again.

thanks anyang, for today. yu are the only one who can see my tears when im actually zi-highing? yu can actually sense somethg was wrong thru my sms and came down to simei str8. when the rest say im like a, mad woman?

7-11, and it all ended. yet yu are nort out of my world.
i know yu wont be here to read anyway.

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