i SHOULD be studying now. but whads the point. book opened in front of me, nothing goes into my head. its filled with a lot of other things, which i cant erase, no matter how hard i try.

i hate home + i hate school. this totally suck. cux i don dare to go home, i don dare to attend skul. theres like nowhere else for me to run to.
evrything is like so tiring for me now. the end of the world or somethg. wanna thank a lot of pple, but nort really in the mood to do so now. these pple were like my drugs, let me forget my sorrows at times, before i wake up to face reality.
studying is so much harder now, screwd up evrythg, i dnoe why i dnoe how. i just did it w/out the help of a screwdriver, how great.

LOLs. i tried to tell myself im strong, when i now realise i ain't. i realise i have been running away from reality. those things left untouched in my room.
i miss the past, or maybe nort. cause i might lose evrythg once again.
mummy?

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