MAGIC! is the word.

im so tired. after days of facing books non-stop, including sats and suns cux of study grp with drugs~ physics SAP is totally of no use to me cux i dont get a single idea whad the teacher is trying to say. and mummy and me were ranting bout how disgusting the teacher's voice can get. poor mummy, i asked her to sit btwn me and ahma, ahma drew her hand like siao~ luckily mama's lips nvr turn purple) :

i came across this sentence on someone's blog "because yu are sad in the past, tts why yu get this kinda results. now that yu are happy, yu shud be startg to work hard and get good results" does that mean that i can nvr get good results?
im now forcing myself to do somethg i hate. im always reluctant to do it, the thought of it just makes me feel, disgustg. yet pple say its the fastest and best way to forget someone, and im trying. i felt like crying, to get myself in such a mess. i thot bout it today, i might nvr stand up. even i, felt utterly disgusted by myself.
yes, found yorself. the way yu want yor life to be. for the few months, im always the hindrance. im so sry. had i known it earlier, i would have made myself vanish. to think that im actually so silly, i cant even pick myself up. worse, i gort myself into a deeper shyt. i have no more energy to hang on. so exhausted, i just wish to close my eyes, and nvr to open them again.

once again, 4LY nvr failed to make my day. in class, i felt really happy. thanks! especially to jiaying, ruiling, huiying~ being by my side at all times( : cux of the things that happend, i might have lost patience, rly rly sry.
might have lost the "zi-high"ness in me lur, or maybe nort, since im MWS:D:D:D i will always be that kay?

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