i m rly tired. really.

going to school is like a torture to me now. i dread going to school. its just like a phobia. its not like the pple in vj are not nice whadsoever. its just that work piling up seems to suffocate me. whads more, i feel so tired to even look at them. everyday upon reaching home i would just bathe eat and sleep. even so, i still feel very tired. i know i have to buck up, i know.

weekends are the best, it would mean hanging out with my girls. even ytd night sleepover at jiaying's hse made me super happy. miss the days in chung cheng whr i look forward to school cux of them. i wna have more sleepovers, although ytd was just chats but still, i feel really happy(:

3 months already. havent got use to school life? JC hectic life? exams are coming. i wna score well. i donwan to fail. i don wish history to repeat itself.

sometimes i just wonder.. why?
and sometimes i just hate myself