i took up one more tuition again. and this time round i m doubly upset. not because i dont want e tuition. in fact, i asked for this tuition on my own accord. but the way my mum agreed readily despite the problems my family is facing now makes me super guilty. moreover this tuition is more expensive than the other 2. sighs. i know my parents care a lot for me, always trying their best to meet up with my demands and stuffs. yet i always show attitude to them just because i feel stressed up and feel irritated. i always reply my mum with one word replies and my stupid ears carried out the selective hearing on my mum) :

promos in 30 days time, or 29 days in just a few hrs time.
mummy i hope i can do u proud this time round. i promise to try my best, my very best. i will ignite the spark in me, just as eunice said. i just hope that my headache+heavy eyelids wont come and find me.

LOVE U AND THANK YOU MUMMY!

sounds damn mushy here. but if i dont say it here, i wont have the courage to say these in front of her. i know she wont be able to see it, but... its alright i guess.

havent even finish my revision for bio SPA. hopefully everythg goes well tmr awwwww

things to be done by tonight!!!:
- study for bio SPA (7.5%! here i come!)
- math integration hw
- study organic chem T.T
- read up on GP essays

judging from the time now, i wont be able to complete them, but its always good to aim further:D

i couldnt help but to think. but in the end i get nothing but distractions.