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i only blog when i feel upset. yes, upset.

i feel pointless gng to sch, when no ones putting in enuf effort. i just hope to do well this year. do really well. but, forget it.

mummy and daddy, just let me go k? just give me more freedom, the freedom i loathe all along. i promise, after one year, or maybe less than that, i will be back to be mummy's girl agn. just let me go for now, let me into a life where no studying is required, a life i whr i can simply heck care results, a life i care only about fun and frens.

its hard, to balance.

so much so of new year resolution, and the effort to work hard and get str8 As.